MY THOUGHTS

Quote: "Switch off the light of hate, and switch on the light of Hope and trust, for every disappointment there is a day of happiness, for every defeat , there is a day of victory, for every tear, there is a day of joy" .

THE LIFE IN THE OUTSIDE WORLD It's quite funny how one day you are living a free and peaceful life , suddenly that all changes to bondful and stressfull life. I always dreamt of getting married and having kids of my own within my marriage, being faithful to one woman, and being a true man of God . Well my life changed in a blink of an eye, without even having a moment to sit down and think i guess, in truth i had that moment to decide but ignorance was a very bad choice i took. One moment you have friends the next everybody is looking at you as if they never knew you, i think thats one of the most painful moments in my life, and yet the most awarding one. When you are in the situation where i was , you totally get blinded by all truths, in your mind you know that drinking, smoking, lying, and adultry is wrong. but you just dont see it that way cause you dont think the same anymore. That specific way of thinking is what brought me exactly to where iam today. Coming back to